I had it in me to say what I want to say to him. Ahhh.
"It's an extra dividend when you like the girl you're in love with."-- Clark Gable
It should be me. Wouldn't that be perfect? If it were me and him? Oh I think it'd be awesome. I can work up the courage to speak my mind about a million things. Yet when it comes to this, I have no back bone, and no voice. Even in my deepest drunkest something keeps holding me back from screaming out the three words that I've been keeping to myself for the longest while. This is what happens when you fall too hard and too fast. I've gotten myself into this huge emotional mess, and I don't know how to get myself out!!!
Christmas? A waste!!! I could blog and rant more, but it's 2:30 am and I'm tired. Quite possibly boxing day shopping in the morning. Maybe I'll come back and edit this tonight. Maybeeeee.
December 27, 2007
I had time to reflect. But I didn't. I'm just as confused and messed up as I was yesterday. However, I did determine that I'm NEVER going out on boxing day again. Waste of time!
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