Why is he so gorgeous?

"Every world needs its heros. They inspire us to be better than we are. And they protect us from the darkness that's just around the corner."
--Annette O'Toole as Martha Kent

This is like, the BEST quote ever.

I caught it!

The David Beckham fever..

:)

Today, was a good day. I haven't had one of those in a while.

Hooraayyy!

The tattoo debate continues.

I know I want the Aquarius symbol. But I can't decide if I should keep it simple, or go far out with it. Blah. I was thinking of maybe a fairy pouring water with the Aquarius symbol in it. But hell, I don't even like faires. So no fairy. Just water pouring with the symbol inside? I also want my pentagram on my other ankle.

So what's stoping me? I'm terrified of the pain and I don't know who to trust to get it done. Maybe I should just stick to drawing on myself with crayola markers. I also want "Vindicated" somewhere on my body. Lol, I'm all talk. I want the bloody things yet I don't have the balls to get them done. So I guess my summer mission is to hunt down good tattoo parlours. I don't even know where to start. Bulllllshyyaaattttt.

Lol at me being a "water bearier" yet I can't swim to save my life. Also, Aquarius's element is air. You'd think it'd be water...since our whole identity is water based. But what ever. Arggg Im so tired. From doing what? Nothing. Today I volunteered to watch Nick and Aleena....at the same time. Why? Because I love my family. Hell I am NEVER having more than 2 kids. The house is a mess. And guess who gets to clean it? They're both sweet easy going kids...but give them some sugar and they become advocates of the devil himself. My goodness.

I've always wondered why I liked dark colours like grey and black, and last night after surfing the web I found out that Aquarius's colours are grey as well as shades of blue and our gem is black perl. Cool :)

Work went by slooowwww this week. Like it does every other week. But atleast I'm getting paid on Thursday. I'm soooo close to getting my mac book. Yay! I'm nervous about what will happen after this summer though. I to think about school and possibly finding another job. Wonderful. I think I'm a mess. The last few days seem to have gone by really slow. But to be honest, I was actually looking foreward to work this sunday. I had family over. It's not that I didn't wanna be around them.................... I just didn't wanna be around them. It seemed as though I was constantly being critisized or questioned about things that I really didn't wanna talk about. And then they got on my cousin ass because they caught him smoking. So I was pretty much petrified about them finding out about myself. Therefore, I missed my sunday night smoke. Great. I like smoking by myself in the dark on a Sunday night. Yes. Im crazy. But I couldn't do so since they were "waiting up for me". Not to make sure that I made it home alive, but to ask me more questions. My aunt said that from all the years she knew me, this is most that I've ever talked to her. Well hell. I've never had anything to say to her. I don't know either. But with this job, everyone is so "proud of me". Does this mean they were dissappointed in me to begin with?

Odd.

Shall I Compare Thee To A Summers Day?

Shall I compare thee to a summersday?
Thou art more lovely and more temperate:
Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May, And summer's lease hath all too short a day: Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,
And often is his gold complexion dimm'd;
And every fair from fair sometime declines,
By chance, or nature's changing course untrimm'd:
But thy eternal summer shall not fade,
Nor loose possession of that fair thou ow'st;
Nor shall Death brag thou wand'rest in his shade,
When in eternal lines to time thou grow'st:
So long as men can breath or eyes can see,
So long lives this, and this gives life to thee.

-William Shakespeare